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Vincent

Full of Passion and Dreams

One of Vincent's biggest dreams was to establish a community of artists in the South of France. He worked tirelessly to make his dream come true. Would he succeed?

A Man of Passion

Vincent is known as a passionate artist with powerful emotions. This is certainly the picture you get from his letters. He wrote to his brother Theo with fiery enthusiasm about his sometimes wild plans. Many of them came to nothing. But Vincent never gave up. He picked himself up and made new plans.

Depression

Vincent van Gogh, Coking Factory in the Borinage, 1879

Depression

In his youth Vincent wanted to be an evangelist. When he lived in a poor mining district, he embraced an extremely frugal way of life. He wanted to live like the people around him.

‘For example, you well know that I’ve frequently neglected my appearance. But look, money troubles and poverty (…) and a profound discouragement also have something to do with it.’ He was in a deep depression at this point.

Passionate love

Kee Vos and her son Jan, c. 1881

Passionate love

Vincent fell head over heels in love with his cousin, Kee Vos. His family thought it improper and Kee rejected him. But he wanted to have her and continued to pursue her against everyone’s advice. Eventually he had to give up: ‘It was a strong, passionate love I felt for her’, he wrote later.

Self-Knowledge

Vincent van Gogh, Self-Portrait with Felt Hat, 1886 - 1887

Self-Knowledge

Still, Vincent did not lack self-knowledge. He was well aware that he could sometimes be difficult and that he allowed his feelings to get the better of him.

‘I do often find myself speaking or acting somewhat too quickly when it would be better to wait more patiently.’

People say – and I’m quite willing to believe it – that it’s difficult to know oneself – but it’s not easy to paint oneself either.


To his brother Theo, Saint-Rémy-de-Provence, 5 and 6 September 1889

I am a man of passions, capable of and liable to do rather foolish things for which I sometimes feel rather sorry.


To his brother Theo, Cuesmes, c. 22 and 24 June 1880

Sick and depressed

The 33-year-old Vincent arrived in Paris in 1886 with hopeful expectations for the future. He saw a great deal of new art and made friends with young artists.

However, two years later the city had lost its appeal for him. Vincent found the art world too competitive. Furthermore, his health suffered from the combination of his particular lifestyle and the cold winters. He felt sick and depressed.

In search of warmth

It had become impossible for Vincent to work in the city. He conceived a new plan: to create a place for like-minded artists in a warmer climate. In February 1888, Vincent boarded a train bound for Provence in the South of France.

The face of death

Vincent van Gogh, Self-Portrait as a Painter, 1887 - 1888

The face of death

Vincent painted this self-portrait just before leaving Paris. He wrote to his sister from Arles that it looked like ‘The face of death’. He was suffering from exhaustion and from stomach ailments. It was many months before he felt somewhat restored.

It’s that bloody filthy Paris wine and the filthy fat of the steaks that do that to you — dear God, I had come to a state in which my own blood was no longer working at all.


Vincent to Émile Bernard, 19 June 1888

Gaiety

Vincent disembarked from the train in Arles. His new surroundings lifted his spirits. The landscape in the South of France inspired him, with its blossoming trees, vineyards, and wheatfields. He felt surrounded by colour and painted non-stop.

‘I’m in a fury of work as the trees are in blossom and I wanted to do a Provence orchard of tremendous gaiety.’

Like a cicada

Vincent van Gogh, Three cicadas, 1889

Like a cicada

Vincent continued to fill every hour of the day with painting throughout the hot summer months. ‘I even work in the wheatfields at midday, in the full heat of the sun, without any shade whatever, and there you are, I revel in it like a cicada.’

Pear tree

Vincent van Gogh, Small Pear Tree in Blossom, 1888

Pear tree

In the spring Vincent ordered a large amount of paint through Theo, at least 107 tubes of different colors. He was in a hurry: 'For Christ’s sake get the paint to me without delay. The season of orchards in blossom is so short.'

Colour and Emotions

In Arles Vincent painted at the height of his powers. As a true ‘colourist’, he harnessed the expressive power of colour and produced bold colour combinations. He used colour for the effective rendering of specific emotions.

Hope

Vincent van Gogh, The Pink Orchard, 1888

Hope

The first blossoms in Arles filled Vincent with feelings of hope and cheerfulness: ‘A cherry tree against blue sky, the young shoots of the leaves were orange and gold, the clusters of flowers white. That, against the blue green of the sky, was darned glorious.’

Ugly

Vincent van Gogh, The Zouave, 1888

Ugly

In Arles Vincent was eager to produce modern portraits. Colour was key to depicting the sitter as Vincent ‘felt’ him. This rugged, unrefined Zouave (a French infantryman in a brightly-coloured uniform) was therefore painted in garish – almost ‘ugly’ – colours: red, green, and orange.

Rest

Vincent van Gogh, The Bedroom, 1888

Rest

In the summer months Vincent became exhausted from painting. ‘The fact is that I’m so worn out by work that in the evening (...) I’m like a broken-down machine’.

He wrote that this painting of his bedroom must express ‘rest’ and ‘sleep’. To achieve this, he chose the colours violet (now blue) and yellow.

Under the blue sky, the orange, yellow, red patches of flower take on an amazing brilliance, and in the limpid air there’s something happier and more suggestive of love than in the north.


To his brother Theo, 8 August 1888

Studio of the South

Besides painting, Van Gogh also worked on fulfilling his dream of creating a ‘Studio of the South’. This would be a place for artists to live and work together. Vincent wrote an impassioned letter about the project to Theo, hoping that his brother would finance it.

‘For many reasons I’d like to be able to create a pied-à-terre which, when people were exhausted, could be used to provide a rest in the country for poor Paris cab-horses, the poor Impressionists.’

Ups and downs

Vincent van Gogh, Wheatfield, 1888

Ups and downs

Vincent’s high spirits on moving to Arles were sometimes dispelled by waves of negative emotions. He continued to suffer from various physical ailments and was tormented by doubts about his own abilities and the success of the studio.

Vincent shared his doubts in his letters to Theo. Read further to discover Vincent's thoughts.

As for landscapes, I’m beginning to find that some, done more quickly than ever, are among the best things I do.


To Theo from Arles, 1 July 1888

My painter’s fingers are loosening up, though, just at the very time my carcass is breaking down (...) if the storm within roars too loudly, I drink a glass too many to stun myself.


To Theo from Arles, 22 July 1888

Anyway, even having already produced about fifty drawings or painted studies here, I feel as though I’ve done absolutely nothing at all.


To Theo from Arles, 8 August 1888

It’s a rather sad prospect to have to say to myself that the painting I do will perhaps never have any value.


To Theo from Arles, 13 August 1888

It very often seems wiser to me to go to Gauguin instead of recommending to him the life down here; I so much fear that in the end he’ll complain of having been inconvenienced.


ToTheo from Arles, 13 August 1888

Life with Gauguin

When he had been in Arles for about four months, Vincent found a small house painted yellow, which he saw as an ideal artists’ retreat. '(...) the way I envisage it, the house will be just full of paintings from top to bottom.'

In the autumn of 1888, Vincent finally welcomed his first guest at the Yellow House: the painter Paul Gauguin.

Completely Vincent

Vincent van Gogh, Sunflowers, 1889

Completely Vincent

As he waited for Gauguin to arrive, Vincent produced numerous paintings. He planned to decorate the Yellow House with them. In Gauguin’s bedroom he hung paintings of sunflowers. Gauguin was impressed by the sunflowers, which he described as ‘completely Vincent’.

I’m painting with the gusto of a Marseillais eating bouillabaisse, which won’t surprise you when it’s a question of painting large Sunflowers.


Vincent to Theo from Arles, 21 or 22 August 1888

So Gauguin’s coming; that will make a big change in your life. I hope that your efforts will succeed in making your house a place where artists will feel at home.


Theo to Vincent from Paris, 19 October, 1888

The first signs of discord

The arrival of Gauguin sent Van Gogh’s head spinning with high expectations and enthusiastic plans. Referring to Gauguin, he wrote that he was ‘very, very interesting as a man, and I have every confidence that with him we’ll do a great many things.’

Initially the two artists worked side by side in amicable harmony. But the situation soon began to deteriorate. Their debates about art sometimes became bad-tempered. As time went on, the tension increased.

Misery

Vincent van Gogh, The Sower, 1888

Misery

Gauguin encouraged Vincent to work from memory. Reluctantly, Van Gogh tried to do so, but he preferred to paint from life.

‘At the moment I’m really in the shit, studies, studies, studies, and that’ll go on for some time yet – such a mess it breaks my heart. From time to time a canvas that makes a painting, such as that sower.’

Extremely tired

Paul Gauguin, Vincent van Gogh Painting Sunflowers, 1888

Extremely tired

During his stay at the Yellow House, Gauguin painted a portrait of Vincent, who thought it captured him well: ‘My face has lit up after all a lot since, but it was indeed me, extremely tired and charged with electricity as I was then’, Vincent wrote later.

Crisis

Vincent suspected that Gauguin wanted to leave. ‘I myself think that Gauguin had become a little disheartened by the good town of Arles, by the little yellow house where we work, and above all by me’, he wrote on 11 December.

On 23 December 1888 there was a fierce quarrel, after which Vincent, in profound agitation, cut off his left ear. Gauguin immediately left for Paris.

Clashes

The Yellow House in Arles (right side), 1920s

Clashes

The Yellow House was tiny. The bad weather often compelled the artists to work in the small studio on the ground floor. Clashes between the two strong personalities were unavoidable. Vincent hoped to develop the ‘Studio of the South’ into a flourishing retreat. But Gauguin soon concluded that he and Vincent could not live in the same house, ‘as a result of incompatibility of temperament’.

Very different

The two men were very different, as symbolised by these two chairs. Vincent painted his own chair in the Yellow House by daylight, using bright colours. For Gauguin’s armchair he opted for nocturnal colours. It was a clash between the earthly and the mysterious.

Vincent van GoghGauguin's Chair, 1888)
Vincent van Gogh, Van Gogh’s chair, 1888, National Gallery, London

Left behind alone on board my little yellow house —as it was perhaps my duty to be the last to remain here anyway—


Vincent to Paul Gauguin, 21 January 1889

Between hope and fear

The episode in which Vincent cut off his ear marked the beginning of his illness. His physician thought he had epilepsy, caused by too much coffee and alcohol and too little food.

Nowadays the diagnosis would tend towards psychosis. Further mental collapses soon followed. It is agonising to read, in Vincent’s letters, of the fears and doubts with which he was grappling, while at the same time trying to retain hope.

Remedy

Vincent van Gogh, Still Life with a Plate of Onions, 1889, Kröller Müller Museum

Remedy

‘Every day I take the remedy that the incomparable [writer] Dickens prescribes against suicide. It consists of a glass of wine, a piece of bread and cheese and a pipe of tobacco ... It isn’t complicated, you’ll tell me, and you don’t think that my melancholy comes close to that place, however at moments –' wrote Vincent to his sister Willemien from Arles, May 1889.

Sick

Self-portrait with Bandaged Ear, 1889, The Samuel Courtauld Trust, The Courtauld Gallery, London

Sick

‘I can’t precisely describe what the thing I have is like, there are terrible fits of anxiety sometimes – without any apparent cause – or then again a feeling of emptiness and fatigue in the mind. … and from time to time I have fits of melancholy, atrocious remorse’, wrote Vincent to his sister Willemien from Arles, May 1889.

The dream is shattered

Eventually Vincent could no longer cope with living alone in the Yellow House. He had no choice but to accept the crushing reality of his illness. He had to renounce his dream of an artists’ community. In May 1889, Vincent had himself voluntarily admitted to a psychiatric institution.

The sixteen months in Arles had been an emotional roller-coaster. But in spite of its tragic ending, painting continued to give Vincent comfort and something to hold onto.

Ah, my dear brother, sometimes I know so clearly what I want. In life and in painting too, I can easily do without the dear Lord, but I can’t, suffering as I do, do without something greater than myself, which is my life, the power to create.


Vincent to Theo from Arles, 3 September 1888

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